Whoa...
Wow, it has been...a very, very long time since I've been back here. Gonna be honest, I thought I would give up this place...actually, I have. Still, it's amazing to see that some people still remembered me and even sent me such wonderful messages despite moving on. It made me happy to read them.
I still write, of course. Not sure if I'll ever get back into Bloody Tulips. My interests have moved from Hellsing and over to other things. It happens, I'm sad to say, but maybe one day if I look back and become interested again, I might get into writing the rest. I shouldn't even make promises anymore when I'm still so uncertain of the future.
But I wanted to just come here and tell everyone thank you. I started practicing my writing since I was in elementary and posted the stories you see now since high school. Now, if you ever want to read more of my works, you can find my new writing account here on https://archiveofourown.org/users/Calibri_Light. So if you would like to read those more recent works or just say hey, you can easily comment there. But this account...it might remain or it may not. Like I said, I can't be certain of what the future holds, but I just want to say thank you again. If it wasn't for all of you, I would have never continued to write in the first place.
May I hopefully hear from you all soon.
Yours truly,
Sunless.
When I was a little girl, my mother once told me that I would meet a man who was as perfect to me as my father was to her. My father, the most caring and giving man I knew at such a young age, told me that the man I would meet (should I ever meet him, that is), would be strong and courageous; probably kind and doting as my father always believed himself to be, which in all honesty was the truth to myself and my mother. From then on I dreamt of meeting this fictional Prince Charming who would whisk me away and take me to his magnificent castle where he would keep me safe and protected. Or maybe even put me atop his noble steed where we would both ride off to lands unknown on wondrous adventures. But as I grew, I quickly realized that such fantasies were meaningless in a reality as plain and unexciting as the one I currently lived in.
I should have heeded the warnings. I should have just bit my tongue, bottled up my pride and stayed indoors where it was safe. And now, here I am staring at the gloved hand of the man who was far from what you would call your typical "prince charming".
"Come along now, Flower. Our future awaits us."
((And that's all you guys are getting~! x3 Hope you liked the teaser. Can't wait to finish this up. Now, if you'll excuse me...I have an account to clean up. =_=' ))
((About Bloody Tulips))
So I'm going to heavily, HEAVILY edit the hell out of it until I am satisfied. And...okay, I'm going to level with you guys, I am not comfortable writing a lemon or any such thing. I mean, I can read stuff like that and somehow make it amusing in my favor to derail the fact that it's smut, but I, myself, can never write it. I feel like if I do, my mother, who is out of the country, will somehow find out and hound it over my head for the rest of my life. And I really don't need that. Besides, the lord is watching and I don't need him to see me type stuff like that. x'D
But yes, I've been thinking about this for a while now and I'm hoping you all will support me with this? I haven't written in ages since Bloody Tulips and I want it to be extraordinary. This is my best work yet (
((......))
If any of you know about this, well I have an RP account for Freddy Fazbear or Five Nights at Freddy's. I got into it after watching Markiplier and a few other YouTuber's play the game and then I saw all of the art, and I just wanted to join in on the fun. I've played the games, got jumpscared senseless after, and just fell in love with the entire backstory behind it. Anyways, as I've said before, I've mostly been drawing on that account, and if you guys want, you can check it out there.
Here's a link: ringleaderfreddy.deviantart.co…
But...well, if the urge to really write ever DOES come back to me...I guess all I can say is that I hope it'll be enough to finally finish all of my stories, because getting such wonderful comments from all these wonderful people is great, but I can't help but want to cry, because I feel like I've lost touch with something that I've loved to do ever since I was in elementary school......Anyways...I hope to someday talk with you all very soon again on this account. Good bye.
Hooray~!!
